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Saturday, October 3, 2009

There was something in the air that day







There was something in the air that day
Something I thought I would never find
A friendship grew stronger that day
When we lost all sense of time.

The snow curved around our bodies
As if beckoning us to be close
And soon your arms found their way
Gently around my waist.

I froze for a moment, as if frozen in time
Never knowing that you would be mine
And as our eyes met, our breath visibly seen
I was struck speechless when you finally kissed me.

The warmth of your lips, the tenderness in your eyes
Was enough for me to forget all my past cries.
You seemed to have known the pain in my heart
I guess you knew the play and your part.

Because it was your love that I needed
Your loving kiss is what set me free
And as the snow came pouring down that night
I knew we were meant to be.

You remind me of odd numbers



You remind me of odd numbers, orange peels,
and scratching off goosebumps to pretend they
aren't there.  as i kiss your skin, i am glad that
my bitter taste indicators are at the back of my
mouth, for all i can taste is sweet, sweet, sweet.

every sentence i deliver is carefully chosen from
a squad of contestants.  every word is a note in
a hymn composed especially for you.  if i said
all of the things that i wanted to say, the strings
in my harp would snap from the stress.

under bright lights we have so many shadows that
i lose sight of the glow in you.  but i still see a
faint glimmer in your eyes--like the sunlight on a
puddle of rainwater, during the calm between two
storms.  my greatest fear is to look away.

i have been trapped for so long in the eye of the
murky grey of your thunder gaze.  if i shift my
eyes to look somewhere else, will i be taken
away by some other tempest?  i prefer no other
force than the savage winds of your love.

some say a hurricane can take away everything
you own, can leave you breathless.  i should have
turned around long ago, for i felt the first breeze
as soon as i stepped out of my gentle world and
was taken by storm into yours. 

I love the way you touch me



I love the way you touch me.
Have your arms around me.
You telling me you love me.
Wanting no one else but me.
Making me feel beautiful every moment of the day.
The most thing I love what you do.
Is tell me you love me.
Before I shut my eyes and go to sleep.
Dreaming of you bring right beside me.
Holding each other in our arms. 

Love Is No Fairytale



We were dreaming -
living a fairy tale world, full of
story book romance and Shakespeare
love stories, where every ending was
happy,

And in theory it is a wonderful
place to wander off into within your
head but you must remind yourself
it's not real,

Soon realizing love is not like
what you read in romance novels
or what you see in romantic comedies,

Love is vicious arguments that strip
you to the core and make you want
to weep for hours even if you're not
a crier,

Love makes you hate yourself and
everyone else around you, constantly
questioning whether or not you are good enough
or whether or not you're doing enough,

It's full of constant obstacles and it's
never easy, like what they tell you - and for
you to expect otherwise leads you
down a road of delusion, and will ruin
any relationship you plan on forging.

Our report was great - we could finish
each others sentences, we truly felt that
this was love, but we mistook our childish infatution
for the miserable, soul-draining experience that is
love,

But love is everything, all of the lies and
deceit, all of the cheating, the longing and aching,
it's all worth it in the end. Even when when love bites,
I wouldn't change it for the world.

To Love



To Love--
         Burning grievance of a dying heart; ALONE.
Sacred aching of possession and need; declaration of OWN.
                     Forbidden rules of an ancient game of fight and pride
       To win an honor and call another soul by the name of MINE.

To Love--
              Maneuvers through the deceit of shadow and time;
Standstill for the sake of aging and the war raged against MIND.
                              Distance is not a boundary but you're running is a CRIME;
               Lay down a heavy head and be silenced by my DREAMS.

To Love--
               Speak not in the riddles of a long ago era of past and FUTURE;
Do we live in the there or the then? But what about the NOW?
                         Your heart. My heart. Beating in relation to one another. But HOW?
          If you cannot speak the answer, then don't speak at all.

To Love--
              Show me the desirable dance of greed and DISASTER.
I hear it is beautiful when done by the spotlight of the STARS;
                    When the moon lectures of forbidden arts and we're speeding,
         Through the night like stealth and luxurious CARS.

To Love--
              Break my heart a thousand times over like beads of SAND;
Push me down like the monster inside I truly am.
                    May your lips linger upon mine for just a little LONGER.
         And sit and watch the dying of the light inside my HAND.

To Love--
              The world no longer matters and the gloves come OFF;
Eyes stand wide and the truth comes OUT;
                        Everything found is now lost and those lost are now FOUND
In your arms, I must remain and be eternally SPELLBOUND. 

Is There True Love








 Is There True Love?
The kind that gets underneath your skin,
That makes the world go up or down,
That completes everything.

Does it actually make you insane?
Borderline upon Love and Hate,
Can it make you cry and lust?
Feeling like everything is a must,
Never wanting to let go,
Making everything deeper then it is.

Is There such a thing as Love?
The kind that fills you everywhere,
Making you possessive of  your lover,
Making everything you do last forever,
Replaying in your mind the moments that slowed in time,
Your First kiss,
Your First hug,
The First I love you.

Now Tell me really is There such a thing as True Love?

Being in love with your best friend isn't a bad thing



Being in love with your best friend isn't a bad thing,
but it's not good either.
It's the love you become most familar with,
it's also the love that hurts the most.
Gay, bi, straight, it all doesn't matter,
but there should be a fourth sexuality
'cuz your best friend is a different gender entirely.
Gotta be with them all the time.
Gotta hang out with them day and night.
You look at them with love in your eyes,
and you get a friend in return.
You go out of your way to impress them,
and you get a friend in return.
This may all sound like an ordinary crush,
but it's not.
It's your best friend,
so keep this in mind while asking them out
to keep a teddy bear in handy
when you get your
"Lets just keep bein' friends"

100 ways to say "I Love You"



English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem     
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik h⬤ fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew
Hebrew to male: "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)
Hebrew to female: "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
or
anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
or
Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Ego te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech g䥲
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gradh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,,,/ (represents position of fingers)
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Thai (informal) Rak te
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di    
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

Or maybe just a "<3"
Now go and tell you special someone you love them, however you wish.

Guilty Love



Walk along this way
Come with me,
Into my arms,
We will head off
On this trip
Hand-in-hand
Chained together by fate

Does it matter
That our love is guilty?
All the scars of the past
Seem to agree that it is
Does it really matter
That we'll get our love?
Our guilty love
Our only love

Follow my lead
I'll take you there
Take my hand
I won't leave you
Come with me
And we'll see
What our love
Can take us to

Our guilty, guilty love
Is written down
All across the skies,
The stars, the moon,
They shine brightly
To expose our lies
That guilty love
Can be seen on our faces

Scars of the past
They decorate the body
Plague our minds
And plead for 'Guilty'
A verdict never reached
As long as I'm with you

Love of mine,
How could you stay?
How do you deal
With all that guilt?
How could you stand
Staying next to me?
Loving me still
Though our love
Was guilty...

I don't know how it got this way













 I don't know how it got this way
Never thought I'd see the day
It took me by complete surprise
The moment I knew I lived for your eyes.

I need you more than words can explain
Your taste is my new brand of pain
Wanna lick you- kiss you- bite you quick
This feeling for you is like mud- it's so thick.

Your essence strives to swallow me
This isn't cheap sentimentality
Is it affection?
No- you're simply my obsession.

I watch you laugh and talk and be
Your existence is cancer deep within me
I'd love to boil you alive in a pot
then drink your broth- I bet it's hot.

I can't say I like you- you frustrate my mind
Why search for justification I'll never find?
I hate you; I want you; I long to devour
the core of your being in your darkest hour.

Addict me, control me- there's always more room
Just like the beasts let's exist to consume
You make me feel primal in all the worst ways
If I rip you to shreds it's only foreplay.

Darling you're lovely and I'd love to hold you
And shake you, and shatter you, then re-mold you.

You're a twisted presence inside of me
An artist that colors the light in me

And when you've left m, as you'll no doubt do
Without the strength to complete you

I'll smile bitterly and close my eyes
Knowing once more that love's beauty's a lie

Let me die in your shadow's coattails please
Love's not a curse- it's a terminal disease.


It hurts to love you






I hate you,
I love you,
I hate to love you,
Because it hurts too much inside,
It hurts that you’re not mine

Every time we talk,
I light up when you say hi,
And feel so low when you say goodbye,
It’s these feelings I don’t want to hide,
It hurts that you’re not mine

It hurts when I sleep,
Because I dream of you,
And wake up, and you’re not there,
Just cold unwelcoming air,
It hurts that you’re not mine

To think I have to live each day,
Visioning her in your arms,
Thinking I will never be there,
It is so unfair,
It hurts that you’re not mine...

Only Love Remains



Only Love Remains

So beautiful,
So pure,
All together,
In this lonely world,
That you make less lonely...
Arm in arm,
And heart in heart,
Forever one,
And the same
Looking forward,
Forever brave
Now come with me,
And sing again...
Sing again

When I...am weak,
You help me stand...
Stand...on my feet
You wash away...
All... of my pain
And when it's over,
Only love remains

So honest,
So forgiving,
You understand,
What it means to be living
We come together,
In space and time,
Never separate,
Forever entwined
You have shared with me,
All your feelings,
And with you,
I have shared mine
So come and sing with me...
Sing with me again

When I...am weak,
You help me stand...
Stand...on my feet
You wash away...
All... of my pain
And when it's over,
Only love remains

Only love, is so strong...
(Only love)
Only love, lasts this long...
(Only love)
And in this love, I find,
Every answered prayer,
The face of someone...
Someone who cares,
So sing with me again

When I...
Am lonely!
When I am weak,
You help me stand...
Stand on my feet
(You wash away...)
You wash away...
All, all of my pain
And when it's over,
Only love,
And when it's over,
You know it's only love!
And...when it's over...!

Only love remains...

You twirl my life



 You twirl my life 'round your fingers and laugh that gorgeous laugh   
that made me cry every August night.
    Tears drip off my cheeks, as crimson flowers blossom on my wrists;   
The only thing you ever gave me.
    Your soft smile brings my heart to a crecsendo, while your gentle   
hands rob me of my senses. I'd ask you to stop if I weren't so afraid   
that you'd listen.
    You promised that you're not the one for me, but with all the   
other lies you've told, how can I know that it's the truth?
    I wanted you. You wanted me. A summer week to ruin a life. I cling   
to my memories of each day, just seven more things I let drag me down.
    Your voice is a quiet mix of everything I want. I haven't heard it   
in 8 months. I stare at your phone number, tracing the figures in   
bitter longing. Something stops me from crumpling up the paper, but I   
will never call you.
    You want what's best for me. I need what's worst. You won't   
destroy me, you won't love me, but I can't get rid of that fleeting   
hope I get every night.
    They can say what they like; I am the only one who can see what I   
am, and I am yours. I will never give up. Because you are who you are.   
Because I am who I am. Because you took my heart with you, and I don't   
want it back.
   Because I love you.  

In the wings of life I lay



In the wings of life I lay
Struggling through another day
Waiting for a moment sweet
Dreaming of the love I hope to meet

Taking in with each bated breath
Of tangled flowers in a lovers wreath
Of aching hearts and sorrows soul
Of each new day and sweet misery's toll

I fret not for I am sure
love will not elude me ever more
To smell of life and mystery bound
To share of lust and beauty found

I know not what each day will bring
So I will let my open heart sing
A song for my true love to hear
To shores so far and yet so near 

Love Love Love

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I love you comfortably
Like a worn in mattress; Bodies imprinted majestically
I love you faithfully
Like a dog in a park; Following its owner hopelessly
I love you carefully
Like an ornament in bubble wrap; Sent especially
I love you endlessly
Like a star traveling the universe; Only more gracefully
I love you happily,
And hope you love me too.