I love you so much I hate you

I love you so much I hate you,
Get out of my head,
Your not the one meant for me,
We talk,
We flirt,
We play,
Yet we both deny our love for each other,
Why must you drive me crazy?
You haunt my dreams,
Inherit my thoughts,
GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!
I’m crying for you,
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs for you,
Stop being you,
Stop being there,
I want you to die,
Without you I cant live,
I act normal around you,
I even give you an occasional hug,
But...I want more,
I want you,
But its forbidden fruit,
One that cannot be touched, looked at, held close to,
Damn it I love you, but I don’t know what to do,
I lean in to give you a hug and whisper in your ear,
" I.…hate…you..."